went to jemputan..so the merepek larhhs!
i thought that it was gonna be far..dress up nice2..wear eyeliner nice2..for nothing!
was so near!! and everything was weird. the food..the drink..
the food was YUCK! never tasted anything like that! the drink..EEEYEEERR!! worse than the food! it had this taste..and smell..i felt like vomiting.
we went home straight after eating..lucky for me. (:
but u noe..i felt left out. really. everybody there paid attention to my sis. they puji2 her and all. they just looked at me..and then looked away at my sis. i know that my parent's favourite child is my sis. OBVIOUSLY. what if..i wasn't even born..? i dun think it wud have made a difference at all. they wud still be happy. maybe happier if i wasn't born. whenever i talk to my parents..they NEVER listen. they only listen to who? u shud noe...haizz.
im always being compared with my sis. they say.."ur sister was NEVER like this!"
im such a burden in the family..maybe..if i wasnt born..all my friends would also be happier if i wanst around? yeahh. nobody needs me. yeahh..haishhh...
TODAY.
just came back from tuition! and there was a CUTE little kitty that followed me! *meow meow*
i took a pic of it..then when i walked away..it followed. hahas. but my parents hated cats, unfortunately. ):
so, i cudn't bring it home.. being scared that it wud follow me all the way home, i ran away. was sad to leave it behind like that. it had a crooked tail which i think was broken. maybe. now..im home chatting with tinie! i love her lotzz kaes? hu ever tries to hurt her..kene kau! aku dudok atas kau! abes cite! haha..
SHIT. haven't do my art! need to do 3 preparatory work. and 1 final. so cannot finish by today. must passap tomorrow! ahh!!
DAMN IT. i am in e process of nt liking ****a* and the more i forgetting hymm..the more i like **r**!!! bodoh la! how how how?? i tink only tinie, dahlia and rafidah onli noe wad im talking about! hehe.. well, betta finish my art now!

tinie and is! 080408 6.20pm! last long ks???!!
the kitty following me! (: