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today is such a horrible day! im sick and my results are out! ferst of all..i got my eng..maths..geog and history back. my hist..FAIL. i knew it. duhh! i memorised but when i got the paper..my mind went blank.. my maths..OH MY GOD dun even talk abt it! i passed but..hmmphh.. and eng..yahh i passed..but i was not that happy. well..at least i might get A2? my geog! got A1. studied hard you know.. hehes. im scared lahh to go home. i REALLY did my best..BUT.. i wonder what might happen at home when i tell my parents my results.. a slap? a pull of the hair? shouting? beating? a pinch that will last for days? haisshhh.. but i seriously did the best i could. i even slept late lah ok. my parents can see that i studied hard for this.. i just hope they understand.. later..they will compare me with my sis..comfirm..they would say.."ur sis was never like this!!" yahh..whatever lahh. i hate being the youngest kid..and i HAVE to follow in the steps of my sister. but i am not exactly like her. get that in ur mind ok? why do i have to follow exactly in her steps? my sis is 23 alr. and still they dun let her have a boii. is that fair?? why do my parents have to be sooooo overprotective? sometimes..when my friends ask me to go out with them..i always cannot. i feel so embarassed. i will always have to say.."my parents dun let me go out.." damn embarrassing seyhh. i wonder what will my frenz think? that im a goody two shoes? im so boring? not fun at all? haisshhhh...anyway..lets drop the topic lahhs. i miss him! never see him for 4 days! hmm..actually more than that.. wanted to walk past his class just now but his class wasnt inside. i wonder if he came today? i hope so! hmph. now im in the com lab in sch..got this irritating guy beside me..cannot stop talking!! and laughing! and shouting and being lame! all because of a stupid game! argh. his name kelvin. new guy. DAMN smart. i tink smarter than zaim siotts. wahh..zaim got competition. hehe. and yahh..he types VERY slow. WHY did i end up sitting here? hahas. im bored lahhs. nothing to do. friendster? BORING. games?? PUH-LEASE. aiyah..i go listen song lahh. Bye! |