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heyyyy............... im feeling SUPER down. my eyes are swollen. cried non stop last night. from 11 pm.. to 1.30 am. NON STOP. hmms.. wells, went out wif sis and diyana to marina square. left at 12.30 pm. 1st went orchard to get birthday present fr my sis' friends. den off we went to marina square. ate kfc there. den went to tanjung pagar cuz diyana went to pick up her boys over flowers soundtrack album!! DAMN HOTTTTTTT. :DDDDDD den went back to marina square and window shopped. actualiii...i tried to be happy and all. but it was super hard. something just made me so dissappointed. hurt. angry. sad. cnt believe that someone would go to that extent? DEEPLY HURT. i just couldnt enjoy myself. it was just too disturbinkkkk. TT_______________________TT in the mrt..tht someone msged me and said sorry.. i tried my best to hold back my tears the whole day. but broke dwn when i received that text.. cried in the mrt. home-ed at 9pm. talked to 2 ppl on the phone. they kinda cheered me up. hung up at 11pm. and started crying in bed till 1.30. fell asleep. woke up and swollen eyes. haiz..its raining nw.. maybe instead of me crying.. nw the sky is replacing me.. idk wad to do. tomorrow might just be a disaster. trust me. hais..IM JUST A DUMB, FAT, LONELY GIRL IN THIS UNFAIR WORLD. TT__________________________TT |