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heyys. today eh..pissed abt somethiings. only 2 ppl know abt it laa. yeaahs. so hmm.. it hurts inside. sometimes i seem okay. its either i am really okay. or inside..i feel like you're too much but i pretend to be okayy outside. why won't i show it? because i don't wanna make things big. yeaah. don't bother asking me what i'm talking about. cuz seriously i won't tell. i'll just remain patient till the day i seriously lose it. heyy..i'm an S personalityy. S also stands for sensitive. hey don't blame me for being that. i didn't wanna be sensitive alrightt. and ppl..don't worry cuz i'm talking abt ppl not from my school. (: but i still won't tell anything to anyonee. so don't waste your breathe askingg. seriouslyy. hmms so we went canteen. sat dwn and helped tinie tape her file. me and wany taped it fr her. she said we looked so cute pulling and pulling the tapee. hahas. den when gg hm..we got super gilerr. laughed like madd. cuz of tinie. wanted to pee! hahs. den now im homee. still feeling so pissed and sad. hmms. u knw..it's partially cuz of the volume of my new phone. i CANNOT listen to songs with earpiece if the volume is not super duper loud at full blast. i knw..im deaf. i love the volume on my nokia xpress music phonee! its damn loudd. but still sometimes i wish it could be louder. those ppl who know my habit of listening to songs LOUDLY.. you should prpbably know that i cnt sleep without listening to some songs for abt an hour. and yesterday..i wanted to test my phone. and i wanted to cryy siaa when i heard how SOFT the full blast was!!!! i was basically miserable. TT____TT HOW?!?!! |